FoRgiVe & FoRgeT >>>

Now the only thing im gonna do is the double F...

Which it seems to be very difficult since he doesn't accept the fact the we broke up...

He still looking for me...sms...calling...

What is that supposed to mean??

For d past 2weeks i already accept the thing..

But why only after that period of time, u come back & ask for explanation...

There's too many reason i left u...

But the only answer i've give u is that maybe we don't have the FAITH to be together...

Why don't u just accept it like u do 2weeks before..

It hurts me a lot...

Hope u will do the same >> Forgive & Forget

Weekend & Wayang !!!

My weekend & wayang mmg xleh di pisahkan....

Every weekend sti ene jejak kn kaki kt mne2 wayang...

wlpn xtao nk tgk cte pe mse tuh...hikhik~

Well this weekend p tgk TRON LEGACY...

urmm not bad cte nye...quite nice..

jalan cerita sng phm...

straight to the point wlpn terlalu fantacy..

and agak menarik coz ni cte omputeh yg xdek babak2 HANGAT a.k.a SENSORED scene..

 Layan trailer nye...

p/s: 4 star maybe.....=)

RiSik MeRisiK >>>

Risik....

Merisik...

Dirisik...

Jeng

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Jeng

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Jeng

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Mak i p merisik anak org...

erkkkk.....ble mse plak i ade abg o adek laki....

ish3...mak i nk merasa pglman risik merisik ni kot....

Al-kisah...ade sedara dtg mah weekend lepas...

ade la lelaki ni bisu & pekak..umoq da 27...

mtk crk kan prmpan yg beh kuang die tok dijdkan bini...chewaahh~!!

sejak ble plak mak jdk match maker nih..konpius

Al-kesah lagi....

mak abah de kenal plak prmpan yg beh kuang die..

mude agy dak tu bru 24...

cadang nye nk di jodohkan la ngn lelaki ni..

tp yg xleh blah nye lelaki ni memilih yg amat...

nak yg cntek ajer...

mcm la die ensem sgt...geramm plak i...haha

So td mak abah da p merisik...

Wah excited prmpuan tu ene risik...kah3~!!

lekas2 crk gmbr nk bg pihak laki tgk...

jeles nyerrr..........

ble turn i nih...huhu~

mcm lmbt lg jek....

urmmmmmmmm.......

Wedding~~

 Cousin's wedding...

but lupe name betol depa ape...haha~~

salu pgl nme glemer jek..ni la jdk nye..

nme btol kazen pn xtao..

crk2 kad kawen depa, xtao p mne dah..

Layan jelaa ~~~

Kazen ku adalah pengantin prmpuan..

 

 Acara tol org Johor...ready kan angpau jelaa...

 eypp jgn nakal2 atas katil..

 mate bertentang mate...shweeettnyerr ~~

Pau >>>

Pau apa mau???

kacang ada...daging ada...ayam ada...hahaha~~

No..no..no.. ni bkn entry berkenaan pau ye...

ni entry menceritakan tentang ak yg bejaye mengepau org..haha

Well...akhir2 thn ni...staf 2x Selia nga kaya2...dpt BONUS!!!!

citenyer nk gurau2 jela ngn opismate2 ku yg pemurah & baek hati ni...

mintak sorg banje US PIZZA...sorg SECRET RECIPE...sorg g JOHNNYS'...

hahaha setakat ni da tecapai hasrat nk mkn us pizza & SR...

tinggal nk mkn Johnnys' plak...mgu dpn..kehkeh~!!

minggu ni mkn fastfood je keje...

Mcd la..Ayamas la...SR la...pizza la..

OMG!!! where's my diet?? urmmmm...MIA i think...

berat da mule naek ni..mkn xhengat dunia...melantak jek...

What to do..what to do...nk stat diet blek emg ssh la jwb nyer...

 Slurrrpppppp........

 nyummmmyyy.......

Further >>>>

Tetibe je ase nk further study agy la...
nak sambung master....cont hasrat yg tertangguh lepas degree dlu...

b4 abes degree dulu beriye2 nk smbung master kt utm.....tp urrmmmm....
bajet cm nk kje dlu then leh smbg part time..tp skg da pk malas plak...


Then, smnjak 2mnjak ni tease nk further blek plak...nk further kt overseas...hahaha layak ke?? kwang3~!!

nk further kt lam mesia pn pk byk kali..ni plak obersi..adoiii....

tp lau nk smbung ene benti keje kt mlka...crk keje kt jb...then part time master,full time keje...syiok gak kn...

dpt wet...in d mean time...wat research master...hurrrmmmmm ble nk wat 1st step nih...


Membe2 yg smbung master da nk abes pn...ak gak bru berazam nk smbung...
tu pn xtau ble pat wat...uh uh uh....

tease da de lam comfort zone plak...pdhal gaji ckop2 mkn jek...

xleh jdk ni...kena move on...keep upgrade myself...my future....=)




p/s: da 2kali pat offer smbung master kt utm...tp tolak...

Perfect Nightmare

Sometimes we fight
Sometimes I cry
Why dont I just tell him goodbye
Sometimes I should but
Sometimes I dont

Build up the strength to say that its wrong
Sometimes I hate sometimes I love
Sometimes I hurt sometimes I dont
Sometimes I wait for him to change
But its okay I just got to pay (yeah)

And I dont ever wanna leave em' alone
They say im brain washed but im in love with this man (yeahhh)

Keep tellin myself that its not worth it
I already know I dont deserve it
But if its from you I dont mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
So when will I wake up and scream

No way , no way , no way ,no way , no way , no way , no way
But if its from you I dont mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare (perfect nightmare)

Sometimes I keep it cool
Sometimes I let 'em know 

sometimes I even pack my bags to walk out the door

Sometimes I feel safe
Sometimes I really dont
Sometimes I promise that im ready to let 'em gooo

but I dont ever wanna leave 'em alone
They say im brain washed but im in love with this man (ooooh)

Keep tellin myself that its not worth it
I already know I dont deserve it
But if its from you I dont mind hurting

His is my perfect nightmare
So when will I wake up and scream

No way , no way , no way ,no way , no way , no way , no way 

but if its from you I dont mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare (perfect nightmare)

Hopin' hes changing but im scared hes not cant see a way to leave him 

he open'd my eyes and i..

Keep tellin myself that its not worth it
I already know I dont deserve it
But if its from you I dont mind hurting

His is my perfect nightmare
So when will I wake up and scream

Keep tellin myself that its not worth it
I already know I dont deserve it
But if its from you I dont mind hurting

His is my perfect nightmare
So when will I wake up and scream

Be strong!!!

Kuatkan semangat IDA...
u can do it..with or wihout him...
he's become history now...
life's must go on...on...& on....

I make the decision & i need to face it...
and looks like he accept it...
fine by me...i know u want it even thought u don't say it...

My life just a misery for 2months...hurrgghh!!!
if i can turn back time..then i will not go to that place...
not knowing u is better...

Even if there is misunderstanding..but still...
i can't go on with u...
we have diff life...diff thought...diff evrything...bla...bla..bla...
wish u happy with ur life...

For this new year...
need a new hope..
new life...
new MEN...hahahah~!!!