Perfect Nightmare

Sometimes we fight
Sometimes I cry
Why dont I just tell him goodbye
Sometimes I should but
Sometimes I dont

Build up the strength to say that its wrong
Sometimes I hate sometimes I love
Sometimes I hurt sometimes I dont
Sometimes I wait for him to change
But its okay I just got to pay (yeah)

And I dont ever wanna leave em' alone
They say im brain washed but im in love with this man (yeahhh)

Keep tellin myself that its not worth it
I already know I dont deserve it
But if its from you I dont mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
So when will I wake up and scream

No way , no way , no way ,no way , no way , no way , no way
But if its from you I dont mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare (perfect nightmare)

Sometimes I keep it cool
Sometimes I let 'em know 

sometimes I even pack my bags to walk out the door

Sometimes I feel safe
Sometimes I really dont
Sometimes I promise that im ready to let 'em gooo

but I dont ever wanna leave 'em alone
They say im brain washed but im in love with this man (ooooh)

Keep tellin myself that its not worth it
I already know I dont deserve it
But if its from you I dont mind hurting

His is my perfect nightmare
So when will I wake up and scream

No way , no way , no way ,no way , no way , no way , no way 

but if its from you I dont mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare (perfect nightmare)

Hopin' hes changing but im scared hes not cant see a way to leave him 

he open'd my eyes and i..

Keep tellin myself that its not worth it
I already know I dont deserve it
But if its from you I dont mind hurting

His is my perfect nightmare
So when will I wake up and scream

Keep tellin myself that its not worth it
I already know I dont deserve it
But if its from you I dont mind hurting

His is my perfect nightmare
So when will I wake up and scream